Moscow continues to spoil me with spring weather. I woke up badly, though, because I had nightmares. Somehow bad dreams seem to have more weight here. I often dream hard, but the dreams last night were very vivid and left me stranded in that emotional space of unease, where you tell yourself it was only a dream, but your body and emotional self are shaken, and it takes hours to untangle the real from the unreal. I wonder if the city's age and energy make the dreaming so much more intense.
This morning I went for a very long walk and watched the sun rise. A baguette at Pain Quotidien can go a long way towards restoring one's spirits. The picture below is of the apartment building my mom lives in and where I am staying at the moment.
The record is sounding beautiful. It is starting to sink in that we are done…